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Lost

Lost

I am lost, I can’t find my self
I am lost I can’t find my soul
I am lost I can’t find my tears
I am lost I can’t find my smile
That is why I can't see what's real or fake

I want to destroy my self
I want to shatter my soul into thousand pieces
I want to drown myself into oceans of tears
I never want myself to ever smile again
So I can never find what’s real

I will be alone till I breathe my last  
I don’t want anyone anymore
 
The wind of sorrow around me  
Will soon scatter my soul like a dandelion
  
That is the only escape for me
That way my soul will be free
That is the best end for me
 

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Marion

Hi Tomci, just came on and caught your first work. Welcome to Cosmo. There have been many times in my life I have felt exactly what you describe. It passed eventually, thank god. Nice write 🤗

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Tomci J

Hi Marion 
Thanks you so much for such kind words dear, it really means allot. :)

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Jim "The Lad" ....

Heart wrenching because I think we all have had moments of despair and can empathize  in some way! nice write! welcome!

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Tomci J

Thank You so much Jim :)

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The fish of the sea

Wow Tomci! Such a smashing poem. Reckon it's a contest winner in my opinion! The repetition is really creative in this context. Enjoyed and pinned. Welcome to the Cosmos! Kind regards. TFOTS 

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Tomci J

Thanks a tons dear :) 

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Being Me

Hi Tomci...there is such despair within these lines. Exceptionally well written. I hope writing down your feelings has helped you. I do hope you will continue to write for us here on Cosmo x

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Tomci J

thank you so much for your kind words :) they really mean allot and yes writing down my feelings did helped me in many ways.  

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Being Me

That's good to hear. Keep writing. Keep posting and keep engaging with other people on here. It will help. It helped me when I was in a bad way emotionally. Head up and keep ploughing on through your journey of life x

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Tomci J

Thank you soooo much dear :)

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Yiyan Han

Much like a song.

I am lost, I can’t find my self
I am lost I can’t find my soul

oh just follow God
He is the Plough
https://cosmofunnel.com/stories/god-the-plough-190918

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Tomci J

thank you for your kind words dear :) for sure i will 

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Cleo Tomi Ola

Lovely Sad lines Tomci... Great job. Welcome to cosmofunnel. Warm regards. Cheers! 

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Samantha Latimer

Have you ever created an alter ego? Put on a front for so long?
People believe that they know you but they are all so very wrong. 
When you suffer an illness that's not physical and not in plain sight, 
They don't understand how some days are a hard battle to fight. 

You think it's a weakness, think no one is there, they can't see, 
So you change who you are you don't want them to see your real me. 
But how long can you carry on before even you forget who you are? 
Open up, they will listen, don't shut them out keep the door ajar. 

It's about time it's made easier for this to be spoken about, 
There's no shame in mental illness, speak out you will feel better no doubt. 
If we are all honest and we reach out, create awareness and support, 
You will realise you're not alone in this and that's half the battle fought.

 

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Tomci J

Thank you so much dear for such lovely motivated words they really means allot :)   

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Samantha Latimer

Poetry helps me cope when days are hard but please please just know u are not alone there are people you can talk to xxx

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Tomci J

thank you for ur warm words it really made my day :)

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Samantha Latimer

Keep writing and creating awareness... Always remember tomorrow is another day. One day at a time. If you need to talk message me anytime. Wishing you all the very best xxx

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Tomci J

:D thank you , a virtual bear hug from my side :)

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