Lost
Then and now

Take me back in time to the good old days
Where laughter filled my lungs
I know now that love can quickly fade
Just as fast as it can grow
Laughter changes to a mere silence
Quicker than you know and tears start to foam
I beg of you take me back in time
To where laughter filled my lungs
Now a distant memory and loneliness
Begins to show life isn’t how it used to be
Lying and cheating now it’s time to concede
Life just isn’t how it used to be
By jayjay jennie
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Life is never gonna be the same, but u can make it different, nd bend it into something that resembles a life!! Quite liked this write!!
Thanks dad love you x
Hello Jayjay Jennie...
It sounds to me like you're in the middle...
It's a very very difficult and challenging part...
This is where it could be easy for anyone to give up...
This where personal strength is a Test...
You can tell me if I'm right or wrong...
This is how I felt when I realized I was in my middle...
The most important step right now is don't stop...
Run like hell even though you don't want to...
If you don't you will wish you did...
You might as well just do it...
Why possibly face a regret later?
Find your passion...
What do you like to do that puts you in your greatest self?
Happy
Calm
Smiling (Even, if it's just your heart)
That thing you enjoy that gives you the Goodie Feels...
Make a new goal something that is not too extreme for now......
Now make the plan...
What are the steps to get their...
Making note of all your blessings during your stepping...
Write them down on paper in an actual old time notebook...
Example
You enjoy cooking...
You want a special time with friends and family outside of the holidays...
Put together a date
Send invitations in plenty of time to receive the RSVP
You already know you have to make extra for your people who enjoy surprises especially giving
You know your people...
Have a WONDERFUL TIME!
Whatever it is...
If being alone could be a hazard try your absolute hardest to stay out of that Danger Zone...
For me I am an entrepreneur...
People ask me what I do...
I shop a lot...
If I counted all that I have received every single piece after all the money I spent...
I just bought another toy yesterday...
I'm going to get batteries for it and while the families come into to my pop up stand...
The kids have toys to play with while the grown ups look around...
It's a job that I created for when I want some extra money...
I've been looking for a helper but, it's too part-time for people...
If I went back to the grind where my master is called boss...
Stuck there for 40 hours or more or have more than one of those places when there's definitely other places I want to be..
Even if it's at home having a peaceful cup of coffee...
When I didn't need something steady any more which was a goal of mine...
I started doing my own thing...
I can't believe in this upcoming March I've been doing it off and on for 23 years...
Off and on because my Mom got sick so I shut it down...
Then I moved out of state and left a lot of stuff behind...
Started it all over again and if when I feel it's time to move then I will start researching and not leave too much behind and Pop up there...
I'm good where I am for a minute...
I know I gave you a Short Story to Read...
I hope you enjoyed it! 😉
BE SURE TO CELEBRATE YOUR VICTORY!! 💃
You know people love you and you them and you know how blessed you are already...
Great write!
Thank you for sharing
sparrowsong
P.S. Meeting you and Kelv here was a blessing in my book...
It has been a blessing meeting you on here to Sparrowsong I love reading your feedback and really appreciate what you've to say
Enjoyed your little story thank you for sharing
I'll do what I can to make sure I get what I want in life
Thank you
Very heartfelt write.. real stuff.
Thank you very much for your kind feedback
Sadly beautiful, I don't know of anyone who hasn't felt this way at least one time in their lives, I know I have. Thank you for sharing. 🌹