lost in my mind

My mind is spinning
A solution we're all seeking
Let my problems be over
It's hard when you're sober

Reflecting on the past
Thinking about the present
Worrying about the future
Overthinking about everything 
Not living anything

It's gonna be okay
Starting a new day
A solution should I say?

Who knows if it's right or wrong
This is what I can do right now
To my mind I could bow
I could end this. But how?

I just want to relax
Is this too much to ask?
Too young, too emotional, too much a mess
Later on, i'll figure it out I guess

I'm trying
I'm dying
I'm lying
With my mind
All the stress I'm buying
At this age, our little problems we're glorifying

Everyone is the same 
And at the same time different 
Not something we became
But something we were from the start without noticing

At the end, it doesn't even matter
Just relax, 
You only live once not twice