Lost in time

Pavement cracks
Light eschews,
Within the dark
I see shadows of you,
Grey satanic buildings
Growing higher bearing closer,
I always seem to lose you
In this concrete jungle,
Roads criss cross
This placee I knew as home,
Is now a unholy satanic, demon
Dwelling place,
For seething malicious ne'er-do-wells,
With nothing more to do.
How did I lose you
In the shadows and the dark avenues of my mind,
How did you disappear
What caused me to go so blind,
We lost everything in the murky
Swamps of time,
The anguish I now Feel is over you
I pontificated over all life and how it's skewed
Suddenly I had lost sight and tack of you its true,
And lamenting all that I have lost is nothing new
As I am reconciled to having lost you,
The pain still there and will always be,
Rooted deep in memory
I give salutations to those who sing the blues