Love

Love. 
My heart has been broken a few times you know. 
It hurts to the core a pain i should not know. 
I cant take this pain it makes me feel scared. 
The scars and the breaks just makes me so hard. 
I spill out abuse and hatread I know. 
I cant let you in, my heart could not cope. 
I am desting to be sad and alone. 
I have known love once I was truely loved whole. 
I have known death a place ill not go. 
My heart is so hurt broken and scared. 
I need a heart as mine to love me, this ill not find. 
Ill be sad alone, lonely forever. 
To find a new love i think i will never.