love

i love you
hearts that open easily
say such words
but not often me 

i need you
tears that are shed in secret
a mind in innner turmoil
a love that needs to be shown 

i often dont do 
the things that my mind needs 
that hug that i crave but cant ask for 
that kiss that soothes evident pain
i want you 

love me back at your peril
seek me out 
flames of insular hurt 
curdle the blood
i act cold 
isolation thats accute 
yet your love mushrooms

say and act as you know i need you to
faults i cant find in you 
my mind needs your calm 
your patience 
your love

a battle 
an arean
a field of losses 
a broken heart 
a lot of fear
a lot of rage
inability to say i love you too

love can melt the ice
joy can bless our friendship
peace can still my mind
all i need is you