Love in on again

I always wanted love even at times not understanding it...asking when it will show or when will it show and what it would look like how will it feel...who will it be ...thinking can it be you 
When why don't you show to this ..only reminding myself over and over to each given day ....
Continuing to every cell calling to caress this her those love eyes to look into lips to the voices of words verses meaning calling my name ..
Love sequences love in it's rhythm intimacy interesting to every feel touch to touches upon the heart heated to greet as the greatest once spoken....
When will it show ...
Then I think of God
Asking pleading the possible of possibilities...let it be You ...and you stop ... looking forward to my meeting.
Now I die for I will not kill you..
It's me.... knowing nothing matters but You.
I always wanted Love even at times not understanding it.