M & I

alone i sit

afraid shaken and swooned

love had my heart

but it was drowned in blood too

.

do i care

well of course not

women like i

never deserve a shot

.

so please don't ask

for i am taken

no master of love

but don't think hate then

.

im special so im told

curves of all kinds

poetic words from my lips

but somehow i can rhyme

.

i just take it in

attention is what i need

i swallow my pride

and get down on my knees

.

does this anger me

why god no

he is my master

i am his show

.

confusing words i speak

and lots of mistakes

if you don't understand

I'm not worth the hate

.

i dream at night

of life and luxury

so I'm on my way

exactly where i should be

.

Do not judge those who taught me

that is not your business

i love them

if only you'd listen

.

complain?

why no never

i may be his toy

nut i pull the lever

.

he may not see it

but love is all around

a check is worth alot

but my heart is worth more now