Will you marry me?

I am faded by the shadows of suspense. 
I land on your doorsteps in hope of acceptance for life.
I wonder and pounder.
Will you accept my heart, my body and my mind.
​​​​​Will you accept the light that ignites my seven chakras which defines my soul.
​​​​​​Will you accept me as a whole.
Will you accept my whole for its past.
​​​​​​Will you accept my whole for any future it may bring.
​​​​​​Will you accept my whole as it lives here and now before you.
If I am air, will you inhale and breathe me.
Will you feel me flow through your heart and veins like the forces of life.
Am so in love with your whole from the deepest part of my soul. 
I give you all my air and I can't breathe.
Gasping with my last breath I ask.
Will you marry me?
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