maybe I'll return some day xoxo

I shall leave all life here behind,
For nothing but darkness,
dos now bind
Seeking the light of day,
My life not meant to be lived this way,
Off to seek my destiny my way,
No more control do you get to play,
It is goodbye my friends as of today,
Wish you well,
Come what may,
I do not have the strength at all to stay,
This ache in my heart,
This twist in my gut,
Life was beautiful,
Now in a rut,
So dream your dreams and reach for the sky,
I'm outta here,
Don't ask me why
I pondered on this and cried inside,
But my life is not a game,
Nor do i seek any fame,
I'm not leaving due to any shame,
Just an end to this so called blame,
Go forth in life but be aware the dangers of making friends out there,
Not all are good for your health,
placing your insides upon a shelf,
I have to leave to save myself,
It was never planned nor do i believe,
that someone so beautiful could deceive,
Now my heart it need reprieve,
I have no choice but to leave,
Hope your lives are loving,
full of joys and many smiles,
It was fun walking beside you all those four months in miles,
You may see me again someday,
When my heart is healed, and my face is full of smiles,
Till them I'll walk alone again,
I shall remember you all greatly as all important friends,
But today of all days my journey here ends,
I'm off to find myself again xoxo

Love to all Nardine Sanderson.