Mentally I'm Cheating

Didn’t happen so long when I laughed so hard about one of your jokes
All I could do is looking at you, hope you knew what was inside of me
But again I’m lost, I don’t even know the feeling that’s inside of me
I can’t even name it nor tell you about it
It happens to be true that my bf doesn’t know about it either
I guess if I tell someone they might call me a B
Or if I tell you, you might be thinking if I have a bf how come I’m thinking about you
All I can do is hide it inside of me
I keep wondering what you’re doing, where could you be, who’s hurting you, who’s in your arms, who’s making you laugh, what type of girls you like, how you look like when you’re sleeping
U didn’t think I was that crazy about you. Do you?
Yeah me neither.
It happened so fast that I lose track of time
I forgot if after a few months I won’t see you anymore
I forgot that you were only here for just a short time
All these don’t stop me from thinking about you, I don’t care what’s the name of this feeling, don’t care what you’re doing and don’t care what others might think of me
all I know this feeling feels so good that I wish you were feeling the same.