Midnight

I'm sitting in my room at 11:59
It’s almost tomorrow I made it through another day 
This not quite shattered disguise is about to break
One of these days the mask will break fully
And I will just let all of these dark demons
Out to play.
I smile in every selfie and scream and cry inside
But,
Don’t you know?
I’m happy,
they told me so...
But look at that, its 12:03
I’m still sitting here,
The disguise is still intact,
But I’m not sure if there is anyone under the disguise anymore…