The mirror is not my friend

One of those days again
The mirror is not my friend
Imperfection
screens my reflection
Let me out of here
Nothing to touch
All unclear
How did i get back here
To the point of breaking down
No smile upon my frown
The silence is faking
Inside It's so loud
Covering me
A dark grey cloud
I won't look in
Avoid my eye's
Disguise the tears
Behind the lies
I'm not worthless you see
This isn't the real me
Trapped inside my head
Amongst the words he said
Smash the mirror's
One by one
Seek to dream
Within the sun
For no words
you say from now
Can hold me down
A beautiful smile
Behind that frown
Ignore the laughing
Memory clown
Who creeps back in
To cause despair
Nothing but horror
Does he share
Looking back
from within his stair
Emptiness I'm standing there.