Momentary Musical Muse

It is not my wish to be first, second, or third; i only hope to be heard; i do not ask you to understand why or what i write; only, so to speak, it is my tongue i will not bite; word play is a second language; before that came anguish; i dont care if you pass judgement; i stay above it; i do not clamber to beat the best; i can only put pen to pad and my soul does the rest; so in conclusion; its inconclusive; whether or not im a nonsense spewing nuisance; but i make lyrics for music; use it; or abuse it; never confuse it; i leave you with my first as my final word; it is not my wish to be first, second, or third; i only hope to be heard