mommy issues

My mother is an angel in heaven up above

she was taken to soon , i got no one last hug

See i was only 14 when she was taken from me

you can only imagine how devastating that must be

I broke more than my back , in that accident

I broke my heart and my soul, now i'm forever lost down this road

i lost the only thing that could love me unconditionally and keep me so sane

do you know how crazy you get without seeing your mothers face

or hearing her  call your name, your talking to her when you had a bad day

I've been without her for six years now , and its still not the same

for the longest time i put god to blame

Why couldn't he have as least taken me with her

I know shes in my heart and shes with me every day . but its not the same

As time goes by i just get cold as ice, shut down and stop putting up a fight

I don't know what its going to be like for the rest of my life

But most of all , i have to live life with less than i deserve because i have no mother back at my home