Money Pays

Ahhh youth unencumbered, 
I felt like that at your age. 
However as I've gone through it,  seems so much money have i paid.
One example my young poet,  I do give you on this day,
I have a deep depression.  Internal, gennetic,  not my fault. Is what docs say. 

The fix is not  of your mention, not of love or some such thought.

For but one thing holds my happiness in place oh yes and she's the boss!
  she's ravishing, she's blissfull ,  she's way to much for me. 

ahhh i wish that I could tell you alas  but she's anything but free!