Mother

Mother, I know you are here 
I can feel your presence. 
I don't understand why you left so soon. 
I wish I could visit you on the moon.
The tears I've cried for you to come back home.
Because now I'm alone.
I never got to tell you how much you mean to me.
You were the glue that held me together.
The smile on my face that you would always embrace 
and love me even in a time of disgrace. 
I never got a chance to tell you that 
you were my hero, my best friend that would 
give all she had to see others smile.
Please come back just for awhile.
Mother you didn't show the pain you kept hid inside
allowing no one to see you cry.
But when you were alone you set and cried.
One day was to much,  You kept it bottled up
and that you had enough.
You gave one last breath and gave your spirit up.
To heaven way up high, beyond the stars in the sky.
I can't make it without you here 
ask God if he would let you just appear
just for a moment so I could tell you that I love you so very much.
And my life without you here has been so rough.
It's been weeks since Iv'e felt your touch.
Your death has been to much, 
 so I've decided to face the end so I can see you once again.
Mother I just want to hold you tight and love you with all my might.
You are my everything, my world and my saving grace.
We will finally meet at heavens gate.
It wont be long as my life will be gone.
Mother I'll be there soon as my blood feels this doom.
I grasp one last breath as I say goodbye
to a world beneath and the skies and I slowly die.