Mothers Day </3

Today is Mothers day and instead of spending it spoiling my mom and telling her how pretty she is and watching her smile light up the room and my heart I get to write on balloons and send them in the sky, acting like shes gonna see them.  Ive already had to many mothers day's without my mom and it will only get harder from here.  But instead of mourning for what I dont have I will spend it Remember how special she was and how much of an impact that she had on not only my life but everyone who she ever came across.  You need your mother for more ways than one, without her I love  a little less, care a little less, and just go about this world  in one big mess.  Even though the time with my mom wasnt nearly as long as it should have been I cherish every moment I ever got to spend with her.  And even if I can never call her up and ask her how my day was or askjher how long the meatloaf has to stay in the oven or just anything I can still close my eyes and see her presence and smell her hair. You dont know the wear and tear it causes your heart to not be able to call out MOM , or MOMMY and not get the voice that you want to hear back. I didnt want this to be sad , but hte words are just flowing. But even though my mom isnt beside me but watching over me , I do have moms done here that love me just as much , care for me just as much and will make sure that im always okay. So this is a happy mothers day to my mom and everyone else that  )lets me call them mom : )
I hope everyone who can, spends their day loving , hugging, and appreciating their mom for people like me , who's time got cut a little to short </3