Muhammad

I fell in love with a Muslim 
A narcissist by nature 
I never got a say 
Every wish he had for me i gave in to 
He broke my heart in pieces 
I learned of another he loved more than me 
Degraded every day I grew weak and tired of it all 
I wondered how Id move on 
He was my life 
How could I find another like him??
He was the one, my only one 
My shelter during the storm 
I didnt know how Id survive 
I didnt realize how much it would hurt 
On a level Id never known 
He was a part of my soul 
He wont understand the way I loved him 
With an intensity that didnt waver 
I always knew hed be mine 
Id never let him go 
My sweet, delicious Pakistani 
With ways and beliefs so different from mine 
A mind so different and unique 
My beautiful baby Muhammad left me for good 
I never fully recovered 
Ill always love him no matter what 
I wonder why he wasted so many precious years of my life 
Deceit and mind games
I resent it so much......