My Apology

I miss you
Not just because of our fight
or that we haven't talked since that night
I miss you
You smiling, you laugh
Worlds collapse, sometimes crash
My first memory of you, you stole my bike
From then on, brother for life
Through the ups and downs, we both made mistakes
But for me, you cant be replaced

I cant have our last fight be our last words
I cant have our last fight be our last

I wont except a world without you in it
My brother, my ride or die. please sit
I have things I need to apologize for
I broke promises I never thought I would before
I promised to always be there for you, I was not
At the end my rage is all you got
No explanation, no talking, I just threw you out the door

I promised I would always show you support, that night I fell further than short
I should have never just thrown you away like I did that night
What I did was not right
The way I treated you, as just barely a person
You messed up, but in that instant, I acted like stone

I cant say all that I feel
I do not blame you if you do not care

I would like one day to talk again
But it is up to you if and when