MY CHILDHOOD

Look who is there???

Held captive inside the frame…

Except dark, nothing to fear,

Least bothered about fortune and fame.

Enjoying a world of eternity!!!

Much beyond our lives in reality…

Living the same moment everyday,

With rest of the world have nothing to say.

As if caught inside a time loop!!!

That moves round those sweet memories.

But is it me there???

…..

Or he was me there,

And I was him.

But now I am not him anymore…

I could not be there with him,

Had to move on leaving him inside his boundaries!!!!

That appeared too stupid to give me what I wanted.

But now,

Having came down so far across in life,

I begin to realize what I have become,

Something awful that I have never been!!!!

With a heavy heart,

Full of lies hiding the greed!!!!

With a sick mind,

Full of evil waiting to be fed!!!!

Borne with some painful truths,

That stings even after,

You dare to confess the pain you deserve!!!!

So I miss,

I miss the ‘‘forgotten’’ me,

Caged inside those memories of past,

‘‘my childhood’’

that was never meant to last.

But can I ever break free???

Get myself back to me???