My Crush

My Crush
When I work with you I might mess about to get your attention
When we work together I listen not what you're saying but passion in your voice
Messing about in drama is my way of getting your attention and talk to you without being embarrassed.

If we were together it might not be forever but we would try
If we were together we would support each other, celebrate together but most of all we would be together.

If I asked you out would you say yes?
You might laugh, cry think it is a joke but at least I had courage to ask.

Not having courage to ask is hard on my life, heart and thinking straight
Working with you is hard because I constantly think about you and what we could be
Could we be forever, go on dates and have children.

I hate not being able to ask it is killing me mentally
I should only think about what happens right now but how can I do that without having any one to listen to me moaning, supporting me but also who would give me advice and hope.

If we were together would we argue
If we were together would it be forever
If I asked you how would you feel
If we just talked more would help me get more courage.

How can I ask you out and not feel embarrassed with the result and what everyone would say.
How can I carry on with life this way.