My darling

My darling......... Your nastiness can not be hidden any longer 
Your disgusting self absorption has done nothing but grow stronger and stronger 
I am here to slow you down and open your mind 
If nothing else I will trip you up and smash a hammer in your head from behind 
Only bad things to other people trail in your wake 
It's the euphoric feeling I get when I think of this place without you in it that I can't shake
Call me delusional, call me crazy and call me a nut
But you better make sure the white coats nice and tight and the heavy door to that padded room always stays shut 
I'll be coming for you each and every day 
Plotting out all of my revenge along the way 
Don't you ever feel the disgust or hear all the whispers in the hush 
Of course not, you are so blinded by your desire to please yourself that you have no capacity for anyone else in your mad rush 
When I see you I see nothing but red and I can't keep the violence I want to foist upon you out of my head 
I love you, I hate you, I love to hate you and I hate to love you