My diet hell

I don't know why I do it 
Why I put it in my mouth 
I know I put on timber 
Especially down south 
Sometimes out of boredom 
And depression too
Sometimes there's no reason 
I just do the things I do
I know I do not want it 
Cos I know what it will do 
Makes me look in the mirror 
Saying who the hell are you 
People sit and judge you 
And say just cos your fat 
But infact you mindless folk
There's more reasons than that 
So think before you speak 
You don't know how it hurts 
To feel this way every day
Afraid to even wear skirts 
But the time has come
To let the demons go 
On my way to slimming world
To see what syns I know 
To sit in a group 
With people that feel the Same 
Where no matter what you look like 
In there there is no shame 
We all pull together 
And shift the pounds and stones 
To make myself feel better 
And help my aching bones 
So here's to making a new 
Fitter slimmer me 
To make a better person 
I know that I can be    :)