My heart aches

My heart aches at the thought of losing you. 

My heart aches at the thought of never having you in my life. 

My heart aches at the thought of not having you completely in my life. 

My heart aches at the thought of not having you close to me.

My heart aches at the thought of not having you for myself but I would be strong enough to put my feelings aside so you can be happy.

My heart aches at the thought of wanting you for myself but at the same time I know that may not happen.

My heart aches at the thought that I may never find my lifetime partner and be alone for the rest of my life.

My heart aches so much because I have so much love to give but keep it hidden deep inside. 

My heart aches because I want it all with you but at the same time I know that I might not be able to have it all.