My heart can't take no more

Is it that I'm numb to your words
Or that I don't care no more
My heart stops to the sight of you
But kinds sorta like you ruined my day
I gave you everything 
I thought I had a king
Every little word I say or question I ask
Somehow always leads you to my past
I thought you knew people change and things don't last
A bandage isn't big enough to hide this pain
What was I thinking it will never be the same
I'm making goals and plans
You busy chasing dreams and fans
I was down for you
Just to find the clown in you
My heart can't take no more