My life now...

I feel as if I have no emotions.
Life has taken them away.
I keep on crying, even to this day.
Life puts me through these tests, but I just keep taking those same old F’s.

The universe is throwing bullets, and these bullets I take.
I take the pain but earn no gain.
Why won’t this all just go away?

People are shooting me down but I’m my worst hater.
I feel like I’m trapped in some sort of crater.
I feel like I’m walking down and endless hallway.
It's dark and scary, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
 

I feel dark inside, but that's not bad.
When you’ve been through what I have, you don’t have to be glad.
But I put on my smile, like any other fool.
I laugh the laugh as hard as I possibly could.

I’m fake right now. Cause no one can peel back my tough exterior.
And to be honest, I don’t want them too.
I don’t like who I am, but what can I do?
Its my life now, nothing new.