My Locked Mind

I don't think, can’t understand.  My mind is like a blank piece of

paper waiting to be filled with new captivating ideas.

But I wait and wait but there's No response, No answer!

My mind still can't calculate simple basic human understandings.   

SAD,

STUPID,

FEEBLE MINDED

That's how I felt.

Until I finally I saw that 

dazzlingly light of hope coming through the keyhole

of the door of the dark overpowering room that I was locked in and

that was my mind...

The darkness that once shined upon me had been broken by the hope of a new start and my arms and feet were no longer tied.

FREE I  FELT!

Now every day is not the same. New chances and opportunities

had opened like that locked door inside my mind that once was

locked.  But once my luck

runs out and I go back to being that same childish woman I was

then I will surely feel sad, stupid, feeble-minded and all alone again.