My mind

Sitting alone with the booming quiet,
I learned quickly not to try it.
I hear it happening, screaming.
Could I be dreaming?

That's not the case.
No matter what I plea.
The sound is a slap in the face
And it won't leave me!

I beg you now.
Please hear my cry!
The one thing you vow
and you let me die?

It hurts my heart, my mind!
All this pain I hear...
But it's a different kind.
Is it even there?

I hear a scream.
Nobody here made a sound.
Am I in a dream?
Or am I lost without hope of being found?

My guide is gone.
I made him leave me.
So he made a sad song.
He couldn't handle my insanity.

Though surrounded by peers
I feel so alone.
All I feel is my fear.
That my demons are shown

I see my demons
They feast on my pain
Though terrifying heathens
I fill with disdain.

My eyes shut
Darkness consumes me
I can't climb out of this rut
I can't even see!

Somebody save my mind!
I'm running out of time.
Now the dark is kind.
I feel look it's a crime.

Goodbye to today.
Goodbye to lost lover
My mind drifts away
Now and forever...