My mind

Nothing but a failure,
Started at the bottom still there,
All I need is a saviour,
And a breathe of fresh air,
Fed up of getting dumped on,
When I only give my best,
Life is just a con,
Such a bad test,
Want to love every part of life,
Only a small part is good,
But its mainly full of strife,
I despise adulthood,
Not everything is bad,
Met an amazing girl,
The best i've ever had,
She is my pearl,
Keeping me sane,
When i'm around her,
She breaks me from the chain,
And nothing is a blur.