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MY ONLY OPTION

MY ONLY OPTION

I can't even cry myself to sleep anymore 
The insomnia has taken over
So I cry and cry as the tears fall where they may 
I don't want to be here anymore; there is no reason to stay 

The emotions keep shedding layer by layer 
Nothing can help me now; not even a prayer
Pain asphyxiates my every waking moment 
My fate has been chosen; death is my only option 

© 2014 Valerie Lynn

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Nardine Sanderson

I'd love to grab that insomnia and teach it a lesson, how dare it take your sleep:(,
very strong released write beautiful, love you heaps xoxo nardine

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Tony Taylor

That pic expresses the depression (I find) in pain so well!!..........moving...........sad..........familiar..........and all together lovely poetic self-expression............smokin' ass write!.........amazing Val!!..........T xx

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Valerie Lynn

Thank you Tony! My thoughts are always with you. I hope you are feeling better. 

Love,

Val ♥️

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Linda Hope

It will get better baby girl! I want to come visit you soon! Love you to the moon and back!

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Valerie Lynn

Thank you. I sure hope so...Love you too!!

♥️

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Dan Ferem

Powerful write, Val--- hope this is your art not your life dear. 

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Valerie Lynn

Hi Dan :) Thank you for reading! I wrote this earlier when I was feeling really down. The insomnia and being in constant pain is true. The insomnia lasts up to three days at a time and I have tried everything to make it go away. Sometimes it really gets to me and I don't know what to do. Just too much I'm trying to deal with lately but I would never choose death. I know this must be some part of the plan God has for me. That's the only way I can look at it. Things will eventually get better...

Much Love to You

Val ♥️

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Valerie Lynn

I think I've said too much...keeping my head up.

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