My overweight apology...

I was full of life and the future was bright with you in my arms
You held onto to me and gave me hope, it was you who gave me warmth
I was a little less heavy and a little unsteady of how to act
You were my first, I was shaking and couldn't talk to you back 

The marriage autopsy...
This ended in catastrophe 
I became morbidly obese
This is my overweight apology 

Life was snowballing and the joy we had together was priceless 
You gave me daughters and for that reason I'm so grateful 
Picnics in the sunshine were a Sunday afternoon favourite 
I can still taste the sandwiches, even the ones you made 

Time kept going and life started to become a struggle 
We stopped holding hands and even forgot how to cuddle
Every argument we had wasn't about how we felt, it was about money
I started to eat through the cupboards because I thought I was lonely 

The marriage autopsy...
This ended in catastrophe 
I became morbidly obese
This is my overweight apology 

I wasn't the man you had fell in love with, I didn't turn your world around
I was a romantic just like you, I got lost and was needing to be found
We gave love chance after chance but we had nothing else to give 
You deserved your fairy-tale love story and now it's ok, I just weren't him 

I couldn't love myself so how could I expect anybody else too 
The best thing in life I've done is live for my babies and accept the truth 
I maybe cold hearted, in that I don't let down my walls 
But I know walking away, it felt right, because I gave my all

I'm sorry,
This is my overweight apology...