My pain

As is stare at the wicked
i wish for death
for i see every god is a reminder
that the wicked are gifted
with riches and fame 
and death is my only hope 
for I am lame
with a soul that is aflame because love is my bane
I look for pain
in every one eyes 
to make feel at ease
because it shows me that I'm not the only one insane
i beg to death on my knees
to take my soul but i still have fees
that I need to pay before i am slain