My Pain

memories come as i shed my tears,
loosing my life is what i fear
i held you close for a short period of time,
i was only happy you were mine
god took you away,
and i only questioned why each passing day.
i held you for a short while
your death was a simple denial
my baby was gone, how could this be....
being a mommy again is all i wanted to be.
i kissed your small face and held your little hand...
why he took you ill never know,
your memory simply lives on...
though its played like a sad song...
my baby you'll forever be..
in my heart always with me
my sweet Serenity