My Smile...

When I'm the loneliest in the room and darkness prevails,
When I'm so tired I can't speak, I feel clouded and so drained,
When I feel I wanna breakdown and cry,
I feel all that I have is my smile...

When the bruises in the mirror reflect the way I'm living my life,
When I stare at the sorrowful pain in my bloodshot eyes,
When I feel I wanna breakdown and cry,
I feel all that I have is my smile...

When I hear the voices and I feel something inside my head,
When it all gets too much and I find myself wishing to be dead,
When I feel I wanna breakdown and cry,
I feel all that I have is my smile...

When they say help is round the corner but it never comes,
When I can almost see the light but the dark shadows the sun,
When I feel I wanna breakdown and cry,
I feel all that I have is my smile,

All that I have is my smile...