my suicide letter

Today i wrote my suicide letter
Although i have no intention of committing it whatsoever
I guess it's just my way to deal with it
And i don't care if it seems stupid
But i just need to get it out
With a written shout
Quiet and not deadly
But enough to cope with the misery
I can't hurt anything else
Let alone myself
But i'm already hurt
And to get up from the dirt
I need to pull myself together
Because i'm a writer
There's no way better
Than to write my suicide letter
But Then watch it go up in flames
Burning away those deadly games
Leaving them un-played
Because the prize i would've gained
The life i would've burned
Can never be returned