~ MY TIME TO DIE ~
{beyond the pain}
I wish to sleep, a long, dark, sleep
Where there has never been
Such a silence or epic shyness
Being haunted by my every sin
Oh, great creator, what is it in my nature
So depraved and deathly forlorn
That haunts my twisted sleep, where I fight to keep
That baby-smell with which I was born
I long to dream, a most decrepit dream
Inside death's most infesting rest
Whose sinful fall at my soul does gnaw
Deep into this troubled trespass
Where man's duality is ripped at the seams
And sex is stitched into its twist
Where innate ideas on procreation
Does enhance my selfish aching
And where my bid for God's congress......bleeds
I wish to witness the light that shines on the other side
Where life becomes the dream
Where blood is quantum Love
And all is as it seems
Where WE are understanding and God does all the planning
So I can finally find that big sleep
Filled with blissfulness without painfulness
Where ALL is precisely as it should be
And so,
With no need to cry, I wrap myself up
Ever so comfortably,
Inside,
My time to die...
Tony Taylor
*still working out the kinks on this. : )
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Tony if your as sick
as Cherie says
do you go to the
doctor, this year
I went 11 time to the doctor
4 time to ear docter bec
ihave bad ears 3 times to the
dentist bec I have bad teeth
then I went to my primary care doctor
3 times bec I have diabetes and they
put on a new pill that has kick my
ass and went to eye doctor ones this
years so if you want to feel better
my dear Tony go to the doctor
and if you die that would be very sad
for Cherie and all of us that care
about you
Wow GREG!!.....I DO have several doctors...... and I go to the doctor quite frequently.......I have to seal with chronic pain but I have a spinal cord stimulator implanted on my spine that helps me to walk and have less pain....I also take medications..... so not to worry my friend..... everything is being taken care of..... My poem was just a poetic expression of my illness presented artistically...... so don't take it too seriously..... it's just me being me.... smiles.....thanx so much for the kind words brother..... Lots of Love to you and yours!!........LOVE & ROCKETS!!........T xo. : )
Tony in all seriousness this is a classically and hauntingly beautiful
piece of art.Your way of expressing this topic in bitter sweet achingly
true words just make me pause and stifle the tears that came up.
It is a piece of rare writing that us humans write that transcends our
humanity and loudly proclaims our spirituality and the triumph'over
death we have.
Violet
I loved this so much, so expressive and you delivered this with honesty, you write beautifully 5 star ... Well done