My vision

Visualize and fantasize that I'm that the person u use to socialize with. Turning your nose down because I made a big switch. Nah that can't be the girl that we know how she use to be only to see that I told myself that will never be me again to understand that none of you was my friend. Only in the end to let someone tie the ends but face the fact that he was wack but that was my fault I took him back. Visualize and realize I'm an angel in disguise built for an fascinating creator that caught my eye but yet I I was still traumatized from the battles I gone through with these no good peeps. To see the fact that I wasn't for keeps sliding through to get to the other side of the colorized but I was to much on the blind side. 1 child smart as ever I honestly didn't think she would grown up so clever only to know when her mom is hurting run to her when things start turning. A Lil bitter yes in deed only to shame myself because of the man in need of my assistance is waiting for me miles n miles away but y do I stay when I want to go far away and turn back no more. Visualize and step aside I need to get over the fear that has me paralyzed follow my faith or follow the hate HOLD UP! WAIT!  I can't do thus today, see I have something so right that at night I want him to hold me tight but the fear of hurt is fucking with this current only to say I love u in the future. But no I say now I say it loud and proud that our foundation will not come tumbling down from the downsized and past fantasize pleasure if one that didn't keep this treasure. Visualize and fantasize that in my eyes you are the prize this man this so tall dark and loves me and my child both. To see the man that onces was choke my victory my vision my life thank God I'm not in prison because this creator that have visualize and fantize about me and got me any way possible and made me feel that against all odds we together are unstoppable!!!!!