My world is pain
Giving up
I've tried so hard to hold it all together,
They say get through the storm for there will be better weather ,
My heart is heavy and my faith no more,
I'm sick of all the rich and always being poor,
I have helped so many only to be alone in the end,
No such thing as real family or even a friend,
I want to give up and finally find my peace,
I want this emptiness and all of this pain to finally cease,
Asking for help is a joke in this world we live today,
People are hateful ,rude , with only hurtful things left to say ,
So why keep trying in a game that is rigged and designed for me to loose ,
I feel as if all my options are gone with only one left left to choose,
It may be selfish and people may not understand ,
Yet while I'm here as of now where is their helping hand,
Sometimes we just have to see life for what it is really is and that there's no reason to prolong,
So from me to all of you , fuck you all when i am gone,
I've tried my best and it just was never enough ,
I was built to be man , but I can only be so tough,
So ready to let go and say goodbye to you all,
I've stood strong long enough maybe its time for me to fall!!!
David Stafford
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I've lost everything and can't get any help , my business when covid hit , now my home , I have no money , have tried to find work and have had no luck. I have two kids and zero help and I just don't know what to do anymore. I started a Go Fund me , reached out to my community , friends , family and I am alone , lost and tiered .
Hey DAVID!!......I've been precisely where you are now.....I deal with pain everyday.....I have a Spinal Cord Stimulator implanted on my spine to help me with my daily pain.....and I know that's not exactly what you're referring to here.......but the pain caused by being let down by everyone.....I have been there.....half way house.....sobriety....all the bullshit that comes along with trying to navigate this crazy thing we call life......anyway, I just wanted you to know that you are not alone in your feelings and impressions about this world!!.....thanx for sharing this dear poet brother!!.....ALL STARS!!.....well written!!.......later.......T xo : )
Thank you so much , and I hope your days get brighter my friend.
powerful write