Nature Force

Looking into a tornado swirl that sucked my life up and spit out broken dreams from one of the openings

within seconds it became a mess that my life couldn't pass the test

Then I had a choice to kick the things I used to love or pound it with my fists?

after all it feels like i couldnt ruined anymore just show rage that has been caged

I know im not confronting the hate by making my limbs commit to a self inflicted maze of pain

now its time to restart before I lose the little bit of sanity I got left as " rock bottom" creates the pain I hold in my brain and the things destroyed into one giant leap from hell's balcony

I can't even breath as I take in all the destruction that unfolded on what I called home

I have to comb through to begin to make sense on what I should keep and what I should leave sitting to waste

the moment of emptiness hits making it difficult to grow from a experience that cradle me right above my grave

All the time I spent is now worth 2 cents and all I could do is witness it as it becomes shadows that wait for me to fall deadly asleep from the lost of hope

I can't believe the life I had isnt a life worth having after the feeling of death takes a hold or a life that will start from a new outlook from being broke

I then decide for a life of being broke from the start as it becomes a feeling I can only get used to by taking little strokes

Knowing it won't be something I could just let it pass with just hoping for a better outcome to come by a horse

the days and nights just sitting there with nothing to do is now covered with debris and new opportunities from a dark source

What? As i look into the darkness to figure what is taking form from out of the dusk is a path made from the sun erupting over the horizon as it shines it draws you closer and closer in its course

I took a second glance and closed my eyes as i wish my eyes weren't playing games but it's really is a path giving right to me to follow

I will learn to make a life more stable after all the tears spread across the lands of sorrow begins to fall as the sun rises making a better tomorrow

a sun rise has lifted my heart beat like no other and now I will listen to my dreams once again and continue to carry on with a beat that will win

a place where nothing can do damage to me when all things seemed to change with the wind

I notice a feeling comes over me as love begins to start my heart from a barely beat to a pound as the sun covers the dark to bring life back from death

But i still hold on to all I have left behind a door that holds me back from drawing my next breath

The emotions that captivated my mind wont hide my eyes no more or make my wait for a lie

I know it was a mistake to bottle my life up with something that could be easily broken with just a miss opportunity to grab and stop it from hitting the ground with only one try

I begin my next thoughts as hard as a rock as it will roll from now to ever more with strength taking from all the things I embraced along the way to soar high

My eyes once soaking with tears as my dreams were ripped into two has been clear ever sense I became bulletproof from the hurt that damaged my hard work

the need of no fear has taken it place into my life as my next step was in a direction I never been before as if I started to fly

up and up I keep going as I look to make a life better than worst by eliminating the things that makes me hold back from eyes that cries

I plan for all outcomes that could easily become something from nothing by just closing my mind to the situation to overcome all weaknesses I used to have sticking out ready to be pulled by any one thats sly

I will keep my head level just so i can be ready for anything that could corrupt my success with a tilt towards the wrong way that ends with me not alive

I walk a new path that's parallel to the old one but better by just committing to a life based only what is strong enough to get by

As it adds more hope that will become stronger just by planting my feet firm and becoming something more from moment I changed my route

As i continue standing through anything that comes with a mind counting on the strength I have to break loose from any grip the twister had on my thoughts and my heart is unlocked without a doubt

I will take my new restart under the new sun as it brightens up my insides like a mircowave oven

I just know it wont be any better if i dont push strong forward with all my might as it keeps the sun light always bright

As it's showing me I will never lose this light for my dreams that I hold and fight through the night to protect the peace my heart has locked inside

my eyes now see just how much i will fight to keep dreams that makes the heart beat and survive

This is making my heart stronger just by believing in myself with all thoughts working to succeed on a long life career

Taking sight to a blessing that you can only see yourself if you would of just took the time to unravelled what was there or what really did disappear

I will now make ends meet as the hope I have in my thoughts, my dreams, my sense of new beginnings and the faith continued to keep me aware

The feeling of being raked into a earthquake was a little scary but I never lost sight on the chain that would lead my right where i would remain as I was prepared

That gives control of my life from the weak ways that all natural disasters take to break you by surprise but if you hit the right time you will easily slide on by

Which this could make your heart feel under attack from the things you love but just keep your eyes locked on the mark and it will almost feel if time has slowed down for you to continue the ride

By keeping strength on your brain waves could be a life changing path to claim but the perks will make life a journey with just a little more always on your side to change the tide

The strength pulses and keeps you alive as the days will now become thoughts you know with closed eyes as you notice you are now in a uncontrollable moment you just can't hold back as you feel whats going to happen and all you can do is cry

You still continue to keep your eyes locked on your dreams even if it seems out of reach as your eyes close tight from the sun's light that stools upon everything you dreamed as your heart then leads you to the place you will lay down for the last time before you die