Nemesis Narcissus

After the fall,

Lucifer tried to take it,

He tried to consume the light,

But the Son was too bright,

That time he came to visit me in hospital,

And I thought my love was with him...

But no one was there.

How deceiving they can be, these miscellaneous thoughts,

Like Pretty Little Liars,

Beautiful and dangerous and

Tempting.

Sometimes it feels heaven and hell have cut me loose,

I no longer have a highest bidder,

In this auction, where I am selling my core,

The inner hea(r)t of my person.

I will follow you into the dark,

If you let me follow you out.

I promise I won't start a fire,

I won't fall again.

I know it's been stressful for you.

Smoke. You smell the smoke in the house,

in the air, even when it's not there,

Bandages over the burn marks that I've made.

Sometimes I just don't know...

Because thoughts can be deceiving, One tried to consume me

                                                                            I should know.