Never been in love

I can truly say I've never experienced true love with a man. Thinking back that's quite sad. Thirty five years old and I've only ever lived in lust, pretending that it was true love. I think my soul has been holding back, waiting for my souls mate. If only I realized before now, so many mistakes I wouldn't have made. I would of never settled for second best. Guess now is the time to put myself to the test xx