Never Knowing

Never knowing where his true love lies,
Opening a gift meant for someone else 
The love that burst is only implied. 
To stand at the alter and say I do, 
And turn to another and feel them too. 

To love and to savour each time we kiss
Never broken but sent to abyss. 
To miss what you can't have a total dimise
Calling out to him in faithful cries. 

Never to own what you say is yours,
never to find those open doors. 
A fateful day when your ears scream shut!
You wanted to hear anything but...

A frozen heart and a peaceful smile... 
Taking my breath, ill sit here awhile. 
Never knowing which path to take...
Another day, another heartbreak.