Nihilism and existence

There is a struggle
To prove we exist
In a physical form
But this is pointless
We are mere energy
Undergoing transcendance
And as a result nihilism
Ends due to this
The lives that we live
Are grey and meaningless
A mundane repetion
Of relentlessness
As slaves to systems
Seeking to control us
Each one built on lies
And academic and economic histionics
As philosiphised by Nietzsche
Of which I am in agreement
The only consequence is one
Of nihlistic abandonment
For religion and systems
And economic states
Do nothing to help humankind
They just cause division and hate
As these illusory creations
Of peoples minds
Bind us in domestication
And bind us in ties
That represent chains
That limit our freedom
And that restricts us
From sensining our own
Futile struggle with existence
Where the physical illusion
Controls our minds
And urges that spiritual energy
Is falsehood and lies
But nothing could be
Further from the truth
Yet the flawed human condition
Desires and insists on proof
Yet the proof is in consciousness
And can be seen on awakening
And is seen at the moment
When the chains hold us in place
Finally start breaking.