No Escape

The moment I lost you time shall never let me forget.
You were there providing reliable safety and stability.
Now, all I crave is the return of our love, and support.
Your passing has left an unimaginable burden to carry.
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In a cold dark prison I shall deteriorate with isolation.
You were a soul to give it all, who never squandered.
Without you sores of loneliness pose many a question.
It is foreseen that from the pain I will not be released.
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A grim reality always hits with the force of a hammer.
No longer do I consider this wretched life worth living.
How can I face any day missing your smile or humour ?
How does a wreck escape a torment, so demoralizing ?