No Good For Me

You're no good for me! My emotions lay out for the whole world to see and you crush them. Over and over I fall. Your lies chiseled into my heart and mind, just to get let down. You only treat me in the way I cannot bare. Thoughts of each moment. Each passionate touch. You've embraced me with your love. I swallow it in, yet my non-existence in your eyes is more than clear. You're still no good for me. I'm merely an option to you and will never be more. I look off in the distance to my future, to see it crumbling at my feet. The ground is breaking and there's not one soul to catch me. Promises are only said to be broken. Forever and always is a steep hill to be tumbling down alone. And yet you seem to benefit from each scar you add to my heart. I blame myself for being here, in this time, in this place. If it wasn't for you, maybe I would survive.