No one understands..

Save me from depression and sadness, 
insanity madness.
save me from the shell created by fears, 
and save me from the pain that’s been wasting all my years. 
I know I’m silent and shy, 
but please just hear my cry, 
please help me, and don’t ask why. 

thar scars that you see, 
they were all made by me. 
And my tears have turned red, 
with the blood that I’ve shed. 
People think I’m lost to madness,
but I’m really just cloaked in sadness. 

I could use a rope or a knife, 
when I look back on my whole life, 
i see pain and I see hurt. 
i feel my heart is about to burst. 
why can’t you see, 
that all my life - I’ve been afraid of me. 

Too Scared of life, I can’t carry on, 
Too Useless for everyone, they all want me gone. 
Too Impossible to love, too impossible to care, 
​​​​​​​Too Confused in this broken land, there’s no one there. 
Too Invisible for everyone, they think I’m a bore, 
Too Damaged at heart, which they gladly tore. 
​​​​​​​too Emotional, I can’t possibly live anymore.