no words.

My tears fall with such force,
There are no real words ,
To describe this pain,
You pledged your love before many people we know,
But behind doors,
Never let it show,
Their was no love,
Nor room for it to grow,
You lost yourself,
You let go,
I clung on so tight,
With all my might,
trying to bring it back,
I lost myself in sadness,
I didn't even know my own face existed,
You didn't see me,
I questioned if anyone could,
I didn't want to look at my face in the mirror,
Frail and weak,
Sympathy had no rights to hunt my sleep,
I haven't slept in quiet some time,
No comfort does an empty bed bare,
It was empty even when you were there,
A cold back futherest apart ,
Lye's sleeping next to my ever braking heart,
I'd curl up into you,
Remembering the days, your arms around me tight,
The sweetest dreams,
Awake to morning light,
I'd cry their in that memory,
Sobbing to myself,
You'd shrug me off,
You tend to over heat,
So I'd climb back over to the empty place of so called rest,
And wake in the morning to nothingness,
Restless and alone,
I'd start my day in this solitary way,
Nothing to smile about,
No love today,
No kiss goodbye,
You'd come home late,
with excuses
i never seemed to hear,
Every lie i listened to,
Caused a fracture,
Another tear,
You treated me so dam cold,
you even pushed me away,
You had no rights to promise love,
Then take it all away,
You hid things from me ,
You knew i wouldn't like,
Not giving me a chance to ever fight right,
Obviously you wanted out,
But had no guts,
To say,
That's why you treated me this way,
So i broke down,
Stripped bare,
Nothing left to loose,
A choice to leave,
A choice to stay,
And forever be abused,
I picked myself up,
And put one foot in front of the other,
Decided in that moment to go,
To close my loves door,
Rip off the words husbands whore,
Shutdown my mind from the despite pathetic plea,
From you,
And take my broken babies,
And seek shelter somewhere new,
It's taken some time,
To mend their broken wings,
And now their beginning to fly,
I've tought them strength,
And honesty,
And to never tell a lie,
To always tell the truth,
No matter if it break's someone's heart to hear it.