Not Good At This

I think we can do this
But I'm sorry about the kiss
I should have known
But I didn't

We were both raised
Differently
But that shouldn't stop
You and me

I hope I didn't make a mistake
It's one of the things I hate
Besides being, too late....

I got caught up
In the moment
I guess it was the minute
We danced
Because I fell for you
At first glance

I'm not good at this
And about the kiss,
I've never done that
But I didn't wanna lose you
I'll go ahead and admit it
I guess I shouldn't
Have done it....

I Know I'm a little pushy
But it's because
I've had so many people
Leave me
I didn't want you too,
Also

So with that said
I need you to know,

I don't think I made a mistake,
But just incase
Should I go...
I need to know?

Again I'm so sorry,
I was pushy

I'm not good at this
Because everyone I've loved,
I miss

I may not be the best
But when I thought of you
I was restless
And I'll admit it
I've made messes

But you need to know
You need to talk to me
If I'm being pushy
Please, please Just tell me

I'm sorry,
I've only known lonely,
I guess I was just too happy
That I thought about somebody

But when I know
I'm not good at this
It causes tears
Because I don't know how
To help it...