?Death or life Its not in her hands.?

She is doing the best she can she is being the best she can baffle shortened, like when water, hits a fan, in the right spot the water, evaporates, fades to the skies, above untouched, unseen the fan, however is fried, dried sparked, a fire black, and red, the smell of burnt, wire all a burnt circuit, until it just caught fire. She doesn't know what to do with this horrible News. She is feeling helpless Not much but to sit back and hope and ask for a straight miracle the truth is there is nothing not one measly person can do When it reaches to a point! Right between life or death the matter it's truly heart broken, to feel as if you're just waiting around wanting to feel shirtless, only wanting to give it to someone in need helping in any way that is just how she can give back go without lack, what ever she can do to make her self feel better she doesn't want anything she may truly need just so someone else can have what she didn't if only life was like that she could only stray for a better way A storm of Gray clouds way too much it caused it to rain, and she created the storm its just around her she is now where perfect is not to shear nor to reckless she is trying to stay strong just how could something go so wrong and all she can do is wait meanwhile time passes and this weight, in her chest, is growing deeper to a point she wants to give up just as soon as she tries to something happens, and she remembers that you haven't given up your still holding on fighting for a life who hasn't  and wasn't taken for granted you loved it you loved each day the memory's flood through her head, yet she knows you absolutely hate feeling this way she knows it is not your fault If it was up to you you would heal her heart. All she can do is continue to pray And that one day she knew she would never let go no matter what happens she will love you and you will be a part of her and walk through life with her you will pull through you absolutely have to she needs you no matter what you will be in her heart your Sweetness's of beauty like the taste of candy you touched her soul, She will continue to live life with so many unanswered questions, and she will rise above have hope faith and believe that life can be everything we create, so she began to smile and the sun came out around her above the gray clouds, she began to feel as if she was OK with what ever may happen, and she picked her self up, and she began to hold on to love and peace.She knew she would love you to the end and back again!!